A R T I F A C T S R E C O R D 2
Side A New Directions and Early Works
1 Sicily
Enter the Farfisa. I was around 16 years old when I was able to pick up this glorious instrument from the movie theater I worked at in Santa Fe. When I got home and plugged it in, I noticed the machine barely worked, hissed and crackled and shorted out every few minutes, seemed to be missing half the chromatic scale and had an absolutely otherworldly sound to my ears. Sicily was one of the first tunes I remember writing on it, and I remember feeling like I had turned some invisible corner sonically. Like I was getting closer to reaching a sound I felt was missing in the music that was contemporary at the time. The path had become a bit more clear.
2 Now I’m Gone
I worked on this song for months on end. I became obsessive to a fault, eventually burning myself out and promising more or less to never listen to it again, until very recently. I remember being heart broken that I could not get it to sound as grand and sprawling as what I imagined in my head when I listened to it. I wanted it to sound like it was bleeding. During this time I rarely left the house and rarely saw daylight. My younger brother finally came to tell me to turn the music off after weeks of me playing it louder and louder as it got closer to dawn. I had been trying to recapture a feeling that I felt was always slipping away as I tweaked the sounds and re-sang every part till I had nothing left. It was then I learned that Ross (who had the room next door to mine) had been sleeping with earplugs in for years trying to deal with me as a housemate and a burgeoning musician without complaining. I never realised how poorly the walls blocked all the constant noise from his room, and I suppose he had finally reached his limit that night. Thanks for everything Ross.
3 Napoleon on the Bellerophon
Another piece built around the Farfisa, done in the early morning dark. To break up the use of city names I decided to lift song titles from a book of paintings my mother had. This had a long and flowy melody I loved to play, and I felt like it captured the right shade of loneliness I was going through. I had borrowed a projector from the movie theater I worked at around this time, and would lay my mattress down over the mic cables and detritus and watch films from all over Europe and Turkey on the ceiling and imagine these songs as soundtracks for my eventual escape.
4 Interior of a Dutch House
The opening part of this song was written on my father’s steel-string guitar with a capo, which eventually led me to the idea that I could potentially play the ukulele if not the guitar without wrist pain. I remember being quite proud of my drum machine bass-line programming for the second part of the song. Here I was really trying to teach myself how to play piano and playing with my voice more than I had previously allowed myself to after discovering it. In hindsight it sounds like a pretty upbeat tune coming from someone who had just dropped out of school from exhaustion and frustration and was terrified for the future.
5 Fountains and Tramways
At some point I had gotten it into my head that I ought to become a lounge singer when I grew up. I was listening to a lot of Sinatra, Dean Martin and Burt Bacharach. My voice can’t claim to hold a candle to the likes of Sinatra and Martin, but I did learn some great piano chord voicings around this time trying to emulate Bacharach’s beautiful sounds. I remember being concerned about how often I would watch the sun rise in my bedroom while writing music during this time. I began to feel further and further detached from my peers, from school, and from any predictable reality as well.
6 Hot Air Balloon
This song was written right before my wrist surgery at 16 on an honest-to-goodness electric guitar, an instrument I would rarely if ever call upon again until some B-sides and decorative pieces on No No No played by Paul Collins over a decade later. I thought my voice sounded sweet on this one, and the lines I pulled from my brother Ryan’s notebook seemed to soothe my increasingly ragged nerves from that time.
Side B The B-Sides
1 Fisher Island Sound
This song was written while staying in band member Ben Lanz’s old family cottage on the coast of Connecticut, on the Fisher Island Sound. I played with the lines for years before trying to record versions of it in Brooklyn with the band. Perrin Cloutier had taught himself how to play a new button accordion beautifully, and the band was really sounding their best. I however, struggled in those years to put vocals on the songs and ended up scrapping a lot of the music from that era in this part of the collection due to fear, stress and self-doubt. I’ve come to rediscover some of these old songs in a different light since then, but they do remain a heavy reminder of unsteady times.
2 So Slowly
I had a few years where all I wanted to play was the Wurlitzer. I was particularly proud of the prepared piano and bass melody on this song, and the chorus of Conch shell parts I put together. Nick Petree holds down the percussion section beautifully, and I remember the joy of stacking dueling hand drum parts on this one with him for hours.
3 Die Treue zum Ursprung
This song started during the aforementioned time of writer’s block and self doubt. I heard Nick plucking a pleasant series of descending notes on a baritone uke in our studio in Dumbo, Brooklyn. I layed out the chord changes and arranged a type of marching drum snare beat for it and eventually took it to a studio, where I fleshed out some arrangements with Ben Lanz for brass and Yuki Numata Reznick leading a string section with Ben Russell and Clarice Jensen. Then Paul Collins pulled out the big guns with an amazing Portuguese Fado-style guitar that he had picked up, and it blew me away played over the main melody. I tried in vain to sing over this song many times before realising that perhaps it was meant to be just as it is; a repeating and distant musical motif that builds slowly but definitively and then quickly dissolves. I had hope that it would eventually make an appearance somewhere.
4 The Crossing
This was a song I did in my own Brooklyn basement studio for my friend, the director Alma Ha’rel. She mentioned she was looking for a piece to end one of her films and reached out to me to see if I had anything. I believe I quite literally turned around from the email and started playing this piece on piano in a bit of the usual trance I existed in back then. I added some accordion and synthesiser to flesh it out a bit, and I loved the way it ended up.
5 Zagora
Another piece from the writer’s block era. Our studio at the time would get so humid in the summer, some of our gear started to rust. For some reason those times felt heavy with decay. Paul played a beautiful electric guitar line. Perrin and I experimented with an odd assembly of cheap amps and reversed cello sounds with trumpet for the main melody. Me, Ben Lanz and Kyle Reznick gave a stirring brass performance and then…nothing. The song sat untouched on a hard drive for years until I stumbled on it again looking for forgotten tunes for this compilation. This song always struck me as a soundtrack for the darker places in my mind and the little moments of inspiration that kept me pushing through.
6 Le Phare Du Cap Bon
From my Wurlitzer obsession era. A somewhat unfinished song that seemed to fit nowhere when I wrote it, but one I always cared fora A lot of these songs came from that dank and dark basement studio, this one during a cold winter in-between seemingly endless tours for The Rip Tide, where I found it hard to pull myself together. This song felt like an entirely different band and time to me. When I would listen to this song, I pictured us as a band playing the dim and sweaty warehouse and loft shows I would go to in Bushwick, Brooklyn when I would visit my brother back in the early 2000‘s, when I was just a wide eyed fifteen or sixteen-year old kid trying to soak it all in and hoping to find my place within it one day.
7 Babylon
An outro for an album that was never used. Paul Collins pulling out the recorder and playing Bass, Nick on the drums and me on a mellotron, right where we belonged in the studio.
– Zachary Condon, Berlin 2021